| Location | Bideford |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Ectopic Pregnancy |
| Date of Birth | 2009 |
| Date of Death | 2/2009 |
| Visitors | 614 since 02/03/2009 |
| Creator |
I know it wasn't a fully formed baby but writing this and creating a memorial makes me feel a little better.
I went to the local casualty on the 21st feb with my partner, Paul, with pains in my side but i wasn't that worry because i just thought it was wind or a pulled muscle, so when the Doctor came in and told us i was pregnant, we were stunned but very happy.
That was only for a moment though when i was told i'd have to go to the hospital to have a scan done to check what was causing the pain.
He tried to reasure us that it was probably the egg planting itself in the uterus but i felt different.
I got the hospital and had blood taken to check my hormone level, i then was taken to have an internal scan done, they couldn't find any egg but they wouldn't do anything until my blood results came back.
I ended up staying in overnight and having another internal scan, this time with an ignorant consultant who didn't bother to read my notes and realise i'd had a stillbirth just 7 months before.
I had to stay in sunday night and have more blood taken on monday, they finally decided to take me in for surgery the afternoon where they discovered i had an ectopic, they told me it was quite nasty and further than they thought (which was 4 weeks) so they removed one of my tubes.
Its all just starting to be real now.
Even though you were just an egg with cells, its still hard for me to accept whats happened but things happen for a reason and i believe you came briefly into my life to reassure me i could still have children but now is not the right time. xxxx
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne Hall
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one. XX
Hello Little one
Are you excited little one with all the pretty things up in heaven.You ,william and all the other little angels will have so much fun. Miss you,millions of hugs and kisses Aunty barbara xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
SLEEP TIGHT LITTLE ONE
God bless you little one,have lots of fun with your baby brother william. all our love and kisses Aunty Barbara & Uncle Pete xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
We found out yesterday, you are having a twin sister, wish you were still here. We're never forget you and your sister will know all about you when she's older. love you little baby xxxxxxxxxxx
i was told just a week ago that i'm still pregnant, you would have been one of a twin baby. I couldn't believe it when they told me their was a 10 week foetus in my womb after everything i had to go through with the op. I felt sad that i will never get to meet you. I'll never forget you. xxxxxxxx
I'm going through the same thing and I know exactly how you feel. Sleep tight little one, god bless xxx
so sorry for your loss, we are going through the same thing at the moment, I had suffered pains for 3 wks, and was told i was having a normal pregnancy only to miscarry at 6 wks, then the pains continued, I had numerous scans and was told I was fine, when finally I had emergency surgery for baby's twin which was 7 wks in my tube. I am so sorry for your loss.xxx
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love to a special angel xxx
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